Thinking to Forget

What is it like to have an amnesia? I mean yeah, basically you will forget some or maybe all of the things, people and events that you have recently encountered depending on the severity of the case. But what will be your first reaction right after losing your memory like facing people you're unsure of if you really know them or maybe like all of a sudden waking up in a place where you don't even have any clue how the heck you got there? What will be your first move? Who will you call first? Where will you go first?

Ironically, those questions above don't bother me at all if I will be having an amnesia. In fact, I kinda slightly want to experience it. It sounds crazy but sometimes I imagine myself having a retrograde amnesia where my memories will be erased from my mind and having to only remember my parents and my brother. This is my one big crazy imagination but just having the thought of it that it maybe kind of interesting, thrills me. Maybe it will seem like starting all over again, meeting everyone all over again and doing things that I used to do all over again. Maybe it will change me due to adapting a new lifestyle. Maybe it will change the way I see or treat the people I used to know or maybe it will change the things that I want to do or achieve. But the nice part of it I guess is that whatever embarrassing or humiliating situations that I had gone through will no longer be in my head. Not only that, but also all those depressing situations, all those hatred or anger that I had felt will also be vanished in my head. I don't know...many things may happen and I know things around me will change a lot. This means like having myself a new and hopefully a much better me. It will be like having an alternate life and having to actually live in it. Yeah, it is crazy, but somehow a thought of having an amnesia sometimes just keeps striking into my mind lately.

Just to be clear though, I do not want to have any physical injuries, but is that even possible??? Haha!